Ha Ha Ha its been awhile since i've written a new journal, and from now on i promise to show my real self in my journals. thanks to my friend Sasuke i realize i have just been hiding behind a shield that keeps all others out. BUT FROM NOW ON THAT SHIELD WILL BE NO MORE!! my true form of speaking is formal in nature and thus that is how i shall speak from this time forward. though of course i am also the same person as i have been for so long as well ^-^ ! just whole now.
For so long i have hidden behind this shield i had nearly forgotten how to speak as my true self, so, to you all, my friends, and dear comrades, i shall be myself even if i can not yet reveal myself to those members of my own family. And like ichigo from bleach i will beleive in myself no matter the pain. wish me luck my friends for i shall be my real self not the facade i have had these many years past.

May the winds of fate be kind to us all in the future